It is never easy, since if it does, that means you never really care about it,
I really love the comfortable and the ease when everything seems to be okay and I could see where the future gonna be, but I forgot, there is an idiom, still waters run deep :)
it took me more than a year, to accept the bitter truth of life, that each of us lives in our own world.
sometimes, our destiny will be on the same line, but we will never know for how long it gonna last, it might be just for a few hours on the train, or maybe it could last until the last day I am alive, one thing for sure, we would never know
The journey of letting go is the hardest track of my healing progress, and somehow now I am healed, there are still moments when the sadness comes, but there are also light, I could see the light and slight hope that everything will be ok, everything gonna be fine
I never imagine, I am in that state, too stressed to reach out, didn't know what to do or how to get out of that circle, but also this day, when I could recognize all the blessings, and start thinking about things positively, then I could say I forgive you since I need to move forward, and thank you for help me to open the other doors
and the funniest part is, the first 4 lines I wrote when I feel so overwhelmed with the situation, and the last 2 when I feel okay and enlightened, it just a few weeks (maybe days I forgot) apart, but yeah, believe it or not, your circumstances matter, it is important to choose wisely who you want to listen and connect with
may God always bless you :)
With love,
Cia
